CRAZY!!!

Life has been crazy lately!! Josh and I will be celebrating our 3rd aniversary tomorrow. Unfortunately i have to work and Josh is off. It is carzy to look at where we were three years ago. Josh was 100 pounds heavier. I was wondering what i was going to do for money. I was living my life for myself.

Christmas is comming up in a few days!! I am not ready for it nor for the year to be over with. I do know that every year that goes by, we get closer to getting a house and having a child. This next year, we are going to work on getting all of our bills payed off and getting his mother up here to look for a house, and i thought this year was stressful.

In the next few months, we are going to be making some big decisions in our life. I trust that whatever God has in his plans are what we will choose. No matter what it puts us through.

Work has been crazy. I was just starting to fit in and make friends and now we are having a shift change. Only one other person from my shift will be on the new one. Thankfully I did not get moved to nights.

I have spent ALL day listening to a radio channel hoping I will be the rigth caller to win $10,000 and will be able to put it towards paying our bills off faster.

That is about it for now. I am going to make it an effort to write here more often. Since Josh is in a similar profession as I am, he does not really care about hearing what exactally goes on at work. Maybe I can vent here.

its been a while!!

So work has been crazy. There was a murder in the county a few weeks ago. I was not working when they found the body, however, i was working the next morning when the news channels were calling. And it just so happens that our computer system shut down that night.
Josh is in his final few weeks in police academy. That has kept him really busy and its been harn not spending much time with him. I guess i will have to get used to it though because he is getting put on the late shift and with me working EARLY we wont get to see eachother as much. We will also only get two days off together every other week. He likes his job and i like mine so I guess we will be good.
He has been practicing shooting lately. He is getting really good at it.
Our dog is doing great.
The people who were living woth us due to an eviction have moved out. It was nice to be able to help them out but it is great to have the house to ourselves again. that is about it for now. I will try to update more often but it is hard with the schedule i have.

study, study, study

I have been studying my hiney off these last few days. I have missed out on church, thai food, movies, and phone time. I take my test tomorrow so pray that I pass it. My poor dog is being neglected and so are my eating habbits. I haven't been eating much and then when I do it is whatever is convenient. After tomorrow I will be back to internetting, dining, and talking on the phone, so back to studying!!!!

Liking my new job.

So far I am liking my new job. Not too much going on as far as that. Just alot of studying the codes and alot of writing. But once we get through that tedious part of it it will be fun. The only thing I am having a problem with so far is the sitting. I am so used to standing up all day. Dont get me wrong, I like the change but my hiney hurts. So now back to studying

New Job!!

So I start my new job tomorrow. I am pretty excited. I am definately ready to move from just a job to a career. I went out and bought some clothes and a lunch box. I am not sure how the whole lunch thing will work but anyway I am ready. Thats about all of the news I have.

Hubby time!!!

So the Mr. and I have the day off together. His mom is on her way up and should be here in an hour or so. We just made lunch together. We made tuna salad sandwiches and had chips. I love when we "cook" together. We usually go out to eat but he suggested eating at home. It got me out of eating Moes so I was all for it. Not much planned for the day other than going to see Iron Man and maybe clothes shopping. I am looking for a pair of kahkis and I cant find any anywhere. I an going to turn in my uniform for work today. I also have to call my new place of employment and find out what we need for the first day.

Tests!!

Today I had a physical and a drug screening. They both went great. At the physical they tested my hearing, vision, did some blood work, and asked me to touch my toes (which by the way I have a hard time doing). They told me I was heathy enough to answer phone calls. I figured this much. After the physical I came back to town and ate Quiznos. I love Quiznos. I have the bistro steak melt sammie. I came home after lunch and took a nap. When I woke up to go back to town and take my drug screening, I felt soo sick. I had to go anyways. They made me take a breathalyzer and the guy told me that it registered at .10. He was joking. It was clear. Then they brought me to a bathroom and made me do a urine test. The worst part to me was not being able to wash my hands or flush the toilet until they came in the room. They came in and told me that it was positive for everything. Again, he was joking. It was a litle funny I guess. So the only thing I have left to do before I start on Monday is fill out paperwork. They forgot to mention that part when I was offered the job. I am so excited about starting this chapter of our lives!!!!

confessions!!!!

So I have an addiction to food. For example, today for breakfast i had granola and an apple. For lunch I had some grits and cheese its. At work I ate a bag of Ritz peanut butter sandwiches. I ran to the store for cleaners after work and bought a box of whoppers and a dr. pepper and ate those when I got home. For dinner I ate a few tuna and crackers and a big bowl of watermellon. I usually eat more than that because I munch all day, yet i keep gaining weight which makes me depressed. And what do we do when we are depressed? EAT!!! Its a vicious cycle. I know those of you who know me are thinking "shut up, you are not big." There is just no excuse for me eating that much. And I bet when my husband gets home from work and makes dinner, I will make me a little something too. I guess I need to find it in myself to stop over eating.

Last Day!!

My last day went great. I got alot of hugs before I left. When you are at a place so much they become family. It was like saying goodbye to family. It is a good change though. I am going to miss everyone.
So I have the next five days off. Tomorrow I have to run out and do a few things and then Josh is off the next two days. I think his mom is coming up this weekend so I think I will have something to do.

my last day at work!!

So tomorrow is my last day at my current job. It is bittersweet. I see some people at work more than i see my husband and family. When you are there that much, you make your own family. I am ready to move from a job to a career but i am still sad. It was a big piece of my life. I started working there right after i got engaged. I was working there when i got married. I was there when we got a dog. I had the support when I was diagnosed with a thyroid disease. Thanks all who work there and supported me through my highs and lows, I will miss you!!